Unspoken words

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I honestly don’t know how I should be feeling. Some days I feel lost or maybe I made the wrong decision to let things go and have nothing more to do with ‘them.’ Some days I just want to let him know how I feel not keep it all to myself because out of all honesty I think I might actually be falling apart and I feel no body would understand me. 

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So like I have this other private tumblr where I vent like no tomorrow and this guy from my school finds it.. I mean the email isn’t even my email address AND ITS AN EMAIL NO BODY WOULD KNOW OF, also i follow NOBODY and he is my ONLY follower. LIKE WTTTFFF, STALKER

60712.) You know that feeling? When you’re just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you’re tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay. But no one’s going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won’t be. But you’re still hoping. And you’re still wishing. And you’re still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting. 

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Stuck thinking about how everything has changed so much these few years.